I never needed

I never needed you to hurt me
I never needed you to leave me
I never needed you to break me
I never needed you to crush me

I had hopes
I had dreams
I had ambitions
That’s all it seems
Cause once I thought
I thought those hopes and dreams
Were possible
Now they’re as distant as our love
So far I can’t make them out
So far away

I never needed you to hurt me
I never needed you to leave me
I never needed you to break me
I never needed you to crush me

If I,
If I recover
I know I will be stronger
Than ever
I have people to lean on
People that won’t leave
I have people who love me
For who I am
People who won’t leave
If I,
If I recover.

Personal Hell

Stuck in a never ending cycle of nothingness
Please do, please do save me from here
Round and round, endless cycle
Getting nowhere, getting nowhere
It’s my endless cycle of nothingness
Welcome to my personal hell

You said you wanted to help me
You said you wanted to save me
Why can’t you see I need you now?
Why can’t you see through my mask?
Reach out now, grab me
Before I fall too far
Welcome to my personal hell

I hurt myself again
The release gives me some more time
Some more time to deliberate
Do I really want to die?
No, no, I don’t
I NEED to.
Welcome to my personal hell

Losing You

Our relationship has grown
since the day we met
you can't deny it.

I have sacrificed
you have sacrificed
for each other

I can't help the feeling
can't shake the itch
that I'm losing you
losing grip, slowly letting go...

I can't help the feeling
that once I lose you
it's over for me
I won't be able to
can't physically
live without you


Please don't let me lose grip
Because what you don't realise yet
is I need you