Personal Hell

Stuck in a never ending cycle of nothingness
Please do, please do save me from here
Round and round, endless cycle
Getting nowhere, getting nowhere
It’s my endless cycle of nothingness
Welcome to my personal hell

You said you wanted to help me
You said you wanted to save me
Why can’t you see I need you now?
Why can’t you see through my mask?
Reach out now, grab me
Before I fall too far
Welcome to my personal hell

I hurt myself again
The release gives me some more time
Some more time to deliberate
Do I really want to die?
No, no, I don’t
I NEED to.
Welcome to my personal hell